FIRST THINGS FIRST! it would help me a lot if you give me feedback on this mixtape. please tell me in which track you stopped listening and why. it would also be nice if you tell me how you feel about this mixtape. thank you very much!



friendly tip: it's best to just play this in the background to be honest

don't expect too much hahahaha

this mixtape came to be because of a random idea while i was crying my heart out during a very depressing month of my life. i was like "hey what if i recorded myself crying while screaming and ranting then make it into a mixtape?" and then i laughed. it was quite a nice idea to be honest and it would really help me distract myself and bring out all my emotions into some outlet that i can effectively share with other people even if they want to listen to it or not.

and so i tried to record it. and if you've been listening to the tracks you'd see that there isn't much crying or sobbing involved and that's probably because i kept on forgetting to record myself crying. i also thought that "ok ok but what if i just make songs instead?" then whenever i feel like a rant or song is coming up i immediately grab my phone and record even if i was in the bathroom.

i can't even believe i reached 30+ songs. this experiment was really fun. i got to vomit out some bad vibes and i even got to practice my singing (even though most of the time i sound like shit in this album because it didn't really matter if i sang beautifully or not).

it is what it is though. it's raw. there's no editing, no cuts, no additional instrumentals. just me and my mouth spouting out words you can hardly figure out because i suck at talking.

if i ever had to describe this mixtape in one sentence or phrase it'd be: "having a friend barge into your house asking for some food while turning their whiny ass into a badly written musical"



aaaand the reason why i'm selling this for $1 like the shameless person i am is because i wanted to see if someone would actually buy my raw feelings and if people did throw some money to me that would be really nice

this is as shitty as it can get my dudes (lol)

(some songs are also in my soundcloud)




here's a list of arguably less shitty songs from the album you could try to listen to:

1. boi i die
2. frying's such a chore
3. untalented square bummer
4. owo what's this?
5. drink water everyday kids
6. char!!!
7. scrub my butt
8. to tomodachi
9. i didn't sign up for this
10. vaguepost
11. knock knock
12. i'm not okay
13. a girl
14. when
15. november
16. november 8 evacuate
17. come over
18. silent stars
19. bathroom
20. bathroom pt.2
21. friends
22. cthulu
23. body
24. kill me
25. pleb
26. wake me up
27. my name
28. shut up
29. white walls